... punk in drublic

the end.

2004-03-16T21:45:50Z

I have a new livejournal.

bike__scene.

that's the new lj name. it's friends only. so if you care to, go over there and comment and if i care about you, i'll add you. simple as that.

ilovesimpleplan @ 2004-03-16T16:03:00

2004-03-16T21:08:30Z

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | bridges
02 | clowns
03 | people
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | janae
02 | kimby
03 | tony lovato
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | music
02 | concerts
03 | tony
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | school
02 | teachers
03 | people
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | magic
02 | boys
03 | the world
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | phone
02 | keyboard
03 | soda can
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | talking to justin
02 | listening to tbs
03 | singing
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | go to cali
02 | pass high school
03 | get out of new jersey
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | see with my contacts in
02 | talk
03 | hate the world
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | bitch
02 | impatient
03 | interesting
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | be nice to everyone
02 | like school
03 | enjoy working
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | "fuck off"
02 | "end your life"
03 | "bull shit"
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | water
02 | fruit
03 | chex mix
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | why benji is fat
02 | why i like a certain person
03 | why boys suck
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | yoohoo
03 | diet coke
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | the elephant show
02 | mickey mouse club
03 | sesame street

What the shit is all this?

2004-03-16T20:54:43Z

What the fuck is this weather? Snow? Sleet? HAIL? Is mother nature DEAD SERIOUS?!

I can't take all this cold weather.

So today I had school, of course. Hows about I've had this one sub for 3 school days straight. I think he stalks my life, honestly.

Hows about last night, I was asleep and Janae is high as hell at work and she calls up and asks me to sing her some SOTY song. Crazy woman. I could've ended her life right then and there.

Me and Kim went up to Friday's last night to visit Janae and hows about 2 of the hottest people I've ever seen work there. The one kid looks like Wade Robson. I kid you not. I nearly passed out.

Yellowcard is coming back to Philly with SoCo. May 2nd. Just HAS to be the same day as battle of the bands for Templeton. Maybe they'll forget to sell us tickets..

That's all.

d00t. d00t.

2004-03-16T01:52:39Z

Templeton got signed. Basically.

They signed with Empty Pockets Records (www.emptypocketsrecords.com).

I've never seen Bob so freaking girly. And apparently he "loves Tony", which means there will be a fight. And I'll win.

Me, Kim, and Janae want to be merch girls. No. We WILL be merch girls. And we'll be message board owners. Bob thinks it's some kind of joke. This is no game.

So everyone be so fucking happy for Templeton because they deserve it. :)

End my life.

2004-03-14T23:52:58Z

So today was my great grandmother's 94th birthday. I had to go because my mom wanted me to meet a shit load of people I've never met before. It was probably one of the worst things I've ever been through.

Janae slept over last night. She should've went to work on time today but clearly she doesn't care because she came with me to my mom's cousin's house. Bad idea.

So my great grandmother comes strolling in the door and my mom introduced me and I wanted to kill myself. I must've left the house like.. 8 times just to get away from her because I wanted to die. Or to kill her. I met so many freaking people that I can't even tell you who was there. Oh well.

So last night my mom tells me that my 15 year old cousin ran away, but the cops found her so she's back now. Wonderful. She's 15 years old, drinks like a sailor, and does drugs. Thank God I'm not the family screw up anymore. I must look like Mary compared to her. I was gonna talk to her, but she didn't go to the hell hole party. I didn't blame her.

So hows about last night me and Janae took a walk all around my neighborhood and the old folks hood and some random person starts banging on their window and waving at us. I had no idea who it was. But we were a good 50 feet from the house and I looked back and they were still staring at us. I got kinda scared.

So I stole this from Kim, who stole this from some other person:
A - Age: 17
B - Band listening to right now: Taking Back Sunday
C - Career future: Something to do with history or communications
D - Dad's name: Cunt.
E - Easiest person to talk to: My Stitch doll.
F - Favorite song: I don't really have a favorite persay.
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: I haven't had a Gummy Worm in a good long time. So Gummy Bears.
H - Hometown: M-Town. What.
I - Instruments: I want to learn to play the guitar.
J - Job: Whole Foods. What.
K - Kids: Nada.
L - Longest car ride ever: 7 miserable fucking hours with Fatty and her rediculous mother.
M - Mom's name: Cheryl.
N - No. of people you slept with: So far 8. Hah. Just kidding. 0.
P - Phobia[s]: Bridges and 94 year old women who are still alive.
Q - Quote: "That is boo shit." - Janae
R - Reason to smile: My shows. "The Boys" as me and Janae call them.
S - Song you sang last: "Timberwolves at New Jersey" - TBS
T - Time you wake up: Weekdays around 5:30am, weekends I wake up whenever.
U - Unknown fact about me: If I tell you then it will no longer be unknown then.
V - Vegetable you hate: Lima Beans. Ew.
W - Worst habit: Trusting certain people too much.
X - X-rays you've had: Not too many. When I went to the dentist they X-Rayed my teeth.
Y - Yummy foods: Hm. I like this granola I got from work. Very tasty.
Z - Zodiac sign: Leo.

Ok. That's about it. Eep. Shaun is online. If I IM him it may be a tad bit stalker-ish. Considering everytime he's online I IM him. Ahh what to do.

What.

2004-03-13T21:35:24Z

So I just got back from Cabrini with Kim, my mom and her mom. It's a really nice school, I like it a lot. I got me a cool Cabrini sweat shirt. :-)

After that, we all went to the M-Town Diner because my mom's never been there before.

Then we went to the Village Thrift Store and Janae came up to visit. She's here now. Fun times.

Then we went back to Kim's house, because my mom's car was there. Then me, my mom, and Janae came back to my house. I was gonna see if Kim wanted to come too but she didn't seem to be in a good mood so I just left it alone.

I don't know what's wrong with Kim. I IMed her but her away message is up. Maybe I'll just let it go and talk to her sometime in the near future. I kinda wish I knew why she's "annoyed" but I don't want to annoy her further.

That is all.

Happy birthday Joelseph and Benjamin. :)

2004-03-11T21:30:36Z

So today is Joel and Benji Madden's 25 birthday. Old mother fuckers. :)

Janae is here now. She's reading a magazine that she stole from 7-11. How nice.

Today, me and Janae were going to go up to get our hotel room for Skate and Surf. We couldn't because Janae fucked up.

Hows about I am Nick Gigler because I'm drinking Rock Star energy drink. What.

That's about it.

Oh boy.

2004-03-11T01:00:12Z

So today in health we have an STD project to do. My group is Ed, Beth, Krystal, and Ryan. I hate Krystal and Ryan, how fun.

I have a solo in the band concert. I hate band. I hate that class. They give me a solo in a song from one of my favorite movies. Lord of the Rings. I could die.

Tonight I had practice for the concert. Now, I don't really have as strong of a relationship with the people in my section as I used to. Me and this girl Jackie used to be really good friends, and now we barely talk. Sometimes she gets on my nerves, but tonight it was refreshing to go back to the way we used to be. It was fun.

Tomorrow me and Janae might go up and get our hotel room for Skate and Surf.

Tomorrow is Benjamin and Joelseph's birthday. I think me and Janae should make a cake. That'd be cute.

Alright. That's all I suppose.

I'll stop the world and fuck your face, you piece of shit.

2004-03-09T21:26:45Z

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards: refinneJ
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name: I made it when I had a big obsession with Simple Plan. So..yeah.
[ x ] Are you a lesbian: No.
[ x ] Where do you live: Marlton, NJ
[ x ] 5 words that sum you up: Retarded, bitchy, moody, boring, lame.

DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet: Empty.
[ x ] Hairbrush: Purple.
[ x ] Toothbrush: Pink.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily: Earrings and my bracelets.
[ x ] Pillow cover: White.
[ x ] Blanket: Green and blue.
[ x ] Coffee cup: My Wawa mug.
[ x ] Sunglasses: I don't have any.
[ x ] Underwear: I have more than one pair so..I'm not about to go through each pair.
[ x ] Shoes: White and pink vans or I wear my white and red volatile ones.
[ x ] Handbag: Right now I have a baby blue bag thing.
[ x ] Favorite top: I <3 my track jacket.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume: Aura by AE.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now: Right now it's "Mest" by Mest.
[ x ] Tattoos: None yet.
[ x ] Piercings: Just my ears for now. Until I'm 18. What.
[ x ] What you are wearing now: Jeans and my Mest hoodie.
[ x ] Hair: Brown.
[ x ] Makeup: Right now I have pink eye shadow, black eyeliner and mascara.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth: Ramen noodles.
[ x ] In my head: Some crappy Fall Out Boy song. I hate them.
[ x ] Wishing: I was dead.
[ x ] Eating: Ramen noodles.
[ x ] Fetishes: Music.
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: My father. Because he's a waste of life.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now: My princess. I miss him. :(
[ x ] Is next to you: My cell phone and my Ramen noodles.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies: Pirates of the Carribean.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: There's nothing really in March but hopefully I'll be at Skate and Surf in April. :)
[ x ] The last thing you ate: Ramen Noodles.

Name three bad habits you have:
1.) Spending money
2.) Not cleaning my room
3.) Coming home too late

Name four scents you love:
1.) Tony Lovato. (Kim, back up or we will tussle.)
2.) The scent of my shampoo.
3.) The ocean breeze.
4.) Sugar Cookie candles.

Name four things you'd never wear: (normally anyways)
1.) A Fall Out Boy shirt.
2.) Polka dots.
3.) Ties.
4.) A skirt.

Name four animals you like:
1.) Tigers.
2.) Fish.
3.) Kittens.
4.) Puppies.

Name four television shows you love:
1.) The OC
2.) One Tree Hill
3.) That 70's Show
4.) Flyers games. They do count.

Name four bands/genres most people don't know you like:
1.) NKOTB
2.) Jordan Knight
3.) Joey Mac
4.) NSYNC (on occasion)

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1.) Water.
2.) Diet Pepsi.
3.) Iced Tea.
4.) Sprite Remix.

Name four random facts about yourself:
1.) The only thing I do is go to shows.
2.) My dad sucks at life.
3.) I hate my job.
4.) I have a notebook that I write notes in for a good friend of mine who tried to kill himself that he can read when he comes home.

Name three random facts about your family:
1.) My parents are divorced. (Thank God.)
2.) I am currently disowned by my father.
3.) My great grandmother is 94 and still alive somehow.

1.Fallen for your Best Friend? No.
2. Made out with JUST a friend? No.
3. Been rejected? or heartbroken? Rejected - I don't know. Heartbroken - no.
4. Been in love? No.
5. Been in lust? Yeah.
6. Used someone? No.
7. Been used? No.
8. Cheated on someone? No.
9. Been cheated on? No.
10. Done something you regret? Yeah.

Who/What was the last..
11. You touched? My cell phone.
12. You talked to? Janae.
13. You hugged? Shaun.
14. You instant messaged? Kim.
15. You yelled at? Brother.
16. You laughed with? Kim.
17. You had a crush on? *****
18. Who broke your heart? None.
19. Color your hair? 3 weeks ago.
20. Have tattoos? Not yet.
21. Piercings? My ears.
22. Own a web cam? Yes.
23. Have aol? Yes.
24. What should you be doing right now? Current event.
25. What are you listening to? Arthur on TV.
26. Can you do anything freakish with your body? No.
27. Chicken or fish? None. I don't eat meat.
28 Do you have a favorite animal? No.
29 Is ice cream the best thing in the world? No.

1. What would your dream date be? Not sure.
2. Single flower or a dozen? Dozen.
3. Silver, gold or platinum? Silver.
4. Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? Home.
5. Roses or wild flowers? Roses.
6. Silly or serious romance? A combo of both I suppose.
7. Marvin Gaye or Barry White? Barry White.
8. Do you consider yourself a romantic? I don't know.
9. Shy? Not really.
10. Boring? Ask my friends.
11. The Lovey Dovey type? Not sure.

What have you done TODAY? Went to school.

Have you ever:
Laughed? Of course.
Helped someone? Sure.
Dissected something? Yes. I'll never do it again.
Drank? Yeah. New years.
Cut your hair? I don't cut it myself.
Kissed someone? Yeah.
Missed someone? Yeah.
Told someone you love them? Yeah.
Met someone new? Yeah. At Mest in Philly.

Q. Who is your favourite Spice Girl? Who cares.
Q. Favourite Disney Characters? Stitch.
Q. Favourite fast food? None.
Q. Favourite book? LOTR.
Q. Favourite Sports teams? Philadelphia Flyers.
Q. Favourite song? Way too many.
Q. What room is your computer in? My living room.
Q. What is your shoe size? 8 1/2
Q. What will you be when you grow up? I don't know.
Q. What are you doing right now? This.

End my life.

2004-03-09T20:40:29Z

Today just all around sucked. I have so many things that I have to get done and so much that I need to buy with money that I don't have.

The Skate and Surf 3 day passes are nearly sold out, they won't have any by the time I get paid again, so I have to buy 3 individual tickets which means instead of paying $84 for 3 days I'm paying almost $110. Me, Kim and Janae still don't have a hotel, which means if we don't get one and we have our tickets, we're sleeping in a car.

Still don't have a prom limo either. I don't have a prom date either. Prom just sucks and I hate it and I don't even want to go because so far the pre-prom experience sucks.

I miss Mest. Going to school on monday knowing full well that I won't be seeing Mest until whenever their tour with MxPx starts was so depressing.

And I hate this song. "Drawing Board" by Mest. Actually I love it. It's just depressing hearing the lyrics knowing full well that there is nobody spending days and nights in their bedroom trying to write the perfect song to sing to me. It just goes to show that I am doomed to walk around this earth miserable and all by me onesie, savy?

Johnny Depp is hotter than you will ever know. Fuck off and die.

ilovesimpleplan @ 2004-03-07T21:47:00

2004-03-08T02:49:01Z

So today I went and saw The Passion of Christ and I seriously couldn't take it. I was like, constantly crying and I couldn't stop.

Me, Kim, and Janae chilled around for a bit. It was fun.

So hows about I just talked to Justin and one of the funniest things happened:
justin (8:36:14 PM): yea the black one i know her
justin (8:36:20 PM): she wants me right

justin (8:36:31 PM): yea obvisouly
simple jenn x (8:36:48 PM): lol yeah..but i gotta go..so go online more and we'll talk and whatnot..
simple jenn x (8:37:03 PM): she doesn't "obviously" want you. its not as bad as you think..lol

Janae is mad pissed. I have some serious damage control to do.

So yeah. I'm done.

ilovesimpleplan @ 2004-03-06T22:50:00

2004-03-07T03:56:22Z

Friday was Mest. Amazing, they own my life.

So during Fall Out Boy I saw Bob and Shaun. At first I didn't say anything to Shaun because I didn't know if he'd remember me, but I did and he gave me a nice little hug. He's hot. What is wrong with me.

How about Janae was all up on Justin. It was mad funny.

After the show I met Tony fucking Lovato. He's hot.

So I went up to Jere and I was like..you remember me? And he was like "yeah the snot in philly. It honestly bugged me that I didn't fully remember you guys." I could've died. He's a baby. :)

So yeah. Friday was mad fun.

Bob is so much cooler around his band mates. Shawn is creepy. Shaun is hot, but bipolar. Justin is the coolest man alive.

The Templeton show was cancelled today. Kinda sucks because I wanted to see them. Oh well. Looks like me and Justin won't be fighting any time soon.

That is all. Friday night basically owned.

Oh yeah and to anyone who saw Jeremiah's shirt on friday, it definatly said Templeton and you should definatly love them if you're over the age of 17. The end.

Minor side note: I need a boy. :(

this is long. get over it.

2004-03-03T21:32:29Z

1. First name: Jennifer
2. Middle name: Ellen
3. Last name: Fisher
4. Nickname(s): Jenn, FTB
5.Screen names: simple jenn x
6. Gender: female
7. Age: 17
8. Type of Music: pop punk. punk.
9. Birthdate: August 18, 1986
10. Birthplace: Voorhees, NJ
11. Zodiac sign: Leo
12. Current Location: M-town. What.
13. Height: 5'6
14. Natural hair color: Blonde.
15. Highlights/dyed: Yes.
16. Hair length: To my shoulders.
17. Eye color: Blue.
18. Contacts/glasses: Contacts. Though they're not in because I have a scratch on my cornea. Lovely.
19. Freckles: None.
20. Birthmarks: Yeah. On the back of my calf.
21. Scar(s): Yes.
22. Type(s) of clothes you wear: Jeans, band shirts, sweaters, hoodies.
23. Cologne/Perfume you wear: Some shit from AE.
24. Deodorant you use: Secret.

THINKING BACK
25. Fondest memory: GC in Philly with Derek, Kim, and Janae. During "Emotionless" I cried and Derek held my hand. :( I miss him.
26. Memory you miss the most: My fun concert experiences.
27. What you did yesterday?: Drove in a BMW convertable with Bree.
28. What did you do today?: School. Janae should be here soon because tonight is our OC night.
29. Last person you talked to on the phone: Mom.
30. Last person you talked to online: Talking to Kim.
31. Last movie you've seen: 50 First Dates.
32. Last song you heard on the radio: "Megalomaniac" - Incubus
33. Last CD you played: Mest - "Mest"
34. Last thing you said out loud: "What the fuck?!"
35. Last time you showered: This morning.
36. Last book you read: Something for school.
37. Last time you sang: Today, during "Megalomaniac"
38. Last time you danced: Friday in some parking lot in Philly to Mest. :) Good times.
39. Last thing you ate/drank: honey roasted peanuts / water.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT
40. Aliens: no.
41. Angels: sure.
42. Demons: sure.
43. Heaven & Hell: sure.
44. God: sure.
45. Your friends: a select few.

FRIENDSHIPS
46. Best friend(s): Kim.
47. Last friend you talked to: Kim.
48. Funniest: Janae.
49. Silliest: We all our.
50. Loudest: Katie.
51. Stupidest: I have no idea.
52. Sweetest: Lindsay.
53. Weirdest: Katie.
54. Best at keeping secrets: Kim and Janae.
55. Most hyper: um. Everyone.
56. Most annoying: ...no comment.
57. Friend you miss most: Derek.
58. Friend you've known the longest: Technically Kim, because we were friends in kindergarden.
59. Friend you haven't known long: Janae.

WORD ASSOCIATION
60. Bill Clinton: Red neck.
61. Lollipops: Yum.
62. Whipped Cream: Strawberries.
63. Dreams: Never come true.
64. Love: Fuck it.
65. South Park: Rediculous.
66. Guys: Suck.
67. Girls: Bitches.
68. Death: Whatever.
69. Bubble gum: Bubbles.
70. Water: Tastes like nothing.
71. Ice Cream: Yum.
72. Oil: Hurts when hot.
73. Phone: Ring.
74. Food: Good.
75. Kiss: Tony. <33
76. Pretzels: Ew.
77. Britney Spears: Toxic.
78. School: Fuck it.
79. Floppy: Nemo.
80. Shoes: Vans.

EITHER / OR
81.club or house party: Club.
82.tea or coffee: Coffee.
83.high achiever or easy-going: Easy going.
84.single or taken: Single.
85.pen or pencil: Pen.
86.gloves or mittens: Gloves.
87.food or candy: Food.
88.cassette or cd: CD.
89.matches or a lighter: Lighter.
90.dogs or cats: Dog.
91.snuff or cigaretts: None.
92.drawing or painting: Painting.
93.pants or skirts: Pants.
94.blondes or brunettes: Who knows.
95.tattoos or piercings: Hows about both.
96.coke or pepsi: Water.
97.shampoo or conditioner: Both.
98.contacts or glasses: Contacts.
99.reading or books on tape: Reading.

HAVE YOU EVER
100. Been on a plane: Yes.
101. Cried in public: Yes.
102. Climbed a tree: Yes.
103. Gotten in a physical fight: Not yet.
104. Drank alcohol: Yes.
105. Fell asleep in a movie theater: No.
106. Driven a car: Yes
107. Been arrested: No
108. Broken curfew: I've never had a curfew.
109. Been pulled over when driving: No.
110. Farted in public: Hah.
111. Met a celebrity: Um. Yeah. Duh.
112. Skipped school: Yeah. For the cause, what.
114. Met the president: No, I don't want to either.
115. Been scared to get shot: Sure.
116. Smoke a cigarette: Yeah.
117. Gotten a cavity: Yeah.
118. Done any drugs: No.
119. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: No.

FAVORITES
121. Food: My fake chicken nuggets.
122. Drink: Water.
123. TV show: One Tree Hill and The OC.
124. Movie: Pirates of the Carribean.
125. CD: "Deja Entendu" by Brand New
126. Song: "Until I Met You" by Mest
127. Color: Black and hot pink.
128. Day of the week: Friday. Especially this friday. Mest. <3
129. Month: August.
132. Games: Who knows.
133. Cookie: Chocolate Chip.
134. Toothpaste: Whatever is upstairs.
135. Ice Cream: Vanilla.
137. Candy bar: Snickers.
138. TV channel: None.
139. Radio station: Y100
140. Artist/band: Mest
141. Shampoo: Suave
143. Website: None.
144. Sports to play: Who knows.
145. Sports to watch: Hockey.
146. Place: TLA.
147. Vacation spot: California.
148. Kind of candle: Sugar Cookie.
149. Color eyes: Blue.

HAVE YOU EVER:
150. prank called someone: Yeah.
151. been prank called: Yeah.
152. fallen asleep in class: Yeah
153. been suspended since first grade: No
154. been expelled: No
155. contemplated suicide: No
156. seen someone die: No
157. cut yourself: No
158. slit your wrists: No
159. flirty eye contacted someone in class: No
160. fantasized about someone: Hah. Tony. What.
161. kissed someone elses partner: No.
162. had oral sex with someone elses partner: No.
163. had sex with someone elses partner: No.
164. trashed a hotel room: No.
165. trashed someones home at a house party: No.
166. worried about your friends: Sure.
167. had your friends worry about you: Maybe?

LAST PERSON YOU:
told them you loved them: Mom.
got an e-mail from: Envy.
bitched with: Brother.
bitched about: School.
missed: Derek.
wished you could see them more: Derek.
wished you would see them less: Ashley.
fought with verbally: Brother.
fought with physically: Brother.
kissed: Lets not talk about this.
wanted to kiss: Tony. Friday. What.
wanted to have sex with : Tony. Friday. What again.
saw : Brother.
swore at : Brother.
laughed at: Janae.

WHICH FAMOUS PERSON WOULD YOU:
have sex with: Tony Lovato.
like to have a philisophical talk about life with: John Feldmann.
like to have as a best friend: Bert McCracken.
bring back to life: Joe Strummer.

EITHER OR:
Britney/Christina: Britney.
N.I.N/Marilyn Manson: Nine Inch Nails.
Blink 182/Jimmy Eat World: Blink.
Incubus/Deftones: Incubus.
Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: Linkin Park.
Papa Roach/Alien Ant Farm: None.
The Ataris/The Vandals: The Ataris.
No Doubt/Snake River Conspiracy: Neither.
Disturbed/Mudvayne: Neither.
Rancid/The Clash: Rancid.
Coal Chamber/Smashing Pumpkins: Neither.
Slipknot/KoRn: Neither.
Kurt Cobain/Elvis: Kurt.

AND FINALLY:
Classical/Pop: Pop.
Punk/Ska: Punk.
Emo/Indie: Emo.

STYLE
makeup: Whatever.
body art: Tattoo.

RIGHT NOW
wearing: Jeans and a hoodie.
watching: Myself type.
thinking of: How exciting the OC will be.
feeling: Tired.

LAST THING YOU...
bought: Pizza.
did: Type "Pizza."
read: This.
watched on tv: One Tree Hill.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
kill: People.
hear from: Derek.
look like: I don't know.
be like: Me.

FAVORITE
shoes: Vans.
vegetable: Broccoli.
fruit: Any.

DO YOU
have any piercings: Yes.
have any tattoos: Not yet.
like your handwriting: No.
trust others easily: No.
like sarcasm: No. Asshole. Eat it.

3 more days.

2004-03-02T23:18:50Z

Ok. So today I did some new things, which is exciting.

1. I drove in a BMW convertable with the top down. so nice.
2. I learned how to take pictures the real way, not with some shitty digital or disposable camera. With one of the old school camera's that you gotta focus, it was nice.

New picture on the side. Mest. The only 4 people in this world that matter.

Seriously, I love me some Tony Lovato. What. Look at him in that picture. Pure sex. Oh boy. I can't wait. Friday can't come any sooner.

So today, tomorrow and thursday we have a delayed opening. It's nice.

I think I'm going to invest in one of them old school camera's. Yeah, I just might.

That's all.

I should just end my life.

2004-03-02T00:25:26Z

Today wasn't all too bad. I couldn't see most of the day, that kinda sucked.

After school Kim's car died, she left her lights on. She was freaking out. I felt bad, but what can I do? I, obviously, am not a car battery. But this kid Shawn, gave her a jump, which was good.

So I went to the eye doctors tonight. I have a scratch on my eye, which means I'll be blind for a bit. Which sucks because I have important events coming up this weekend that I would like to see.

Friday: Mest in Sayreville with Kim and Janae
Saturday: Templeton with Kim and Ed

That's about all. Yep.

Oh boy.

2004-02-29T20:36:19Z

Alrighty. So friday was probably the best day of my life.

I went to see Mest on friday and it was so much fun that I still hurt from it.

I can't really remember what songs they did in order but who cares. All I know is I was front row between Matt and Tony and I could've died. Tony jumped into the crowd and grabbed my hand and I was like I <3 you. It was so much fun.

After the show, me and Kim were walking out and I saw Bob handing out flyers for his band, Templeton. So he gave me one, I don't really know why, seeing as how I'm friends with him but whatever. Promotion is promotion.

I saw Ed there too, which was exciting because he's back and better.

After the show me, Kim, Janae, Shaun, Justin, and Bob and these random bitches all were hanging around the bus, just chilling around. It was so much fun. These girls, I swear to God came out from nowhere and like attacked Bob. Me, Kim, and Janae were like "whoa, chill out." It was funny. One girl was all kinds of up on Justin, Janae was not too happy.

So how about I was seriously within .5 inches of getting my huggy picture with Tony and some asshole was like "Tony you need to get on the bus" and he walked right on the bus. I was sad. Matt came out, I swear I should've taken a picture of Kim's face because she was like dying. She got her huggy picture with Matt. Jeremiah came out too, he's so cool. I love that man. He put all the guys from Templeton on the guest list for Sayreville, I was quite jealous but oh well.

So I wake up on saturday and my whole fucking right eye is red and continuously tearing. I have pink eye, wonderful. I slept all day on saturday. My mom wakes me up and she's like "you better not have been drinking last night at that party." Stupid bitch, my fucking eye is swollen shut, all I want to do is sleep and you're bitching about alcohol. Go away. I need to get new contacts like tomorrow.

So yeah. That's about it.

ilovesimpleplan @ 2004-02-25T14:46:00

2004-02-25T19:53:42Z

Today basically sucked ass. Ever since I woke up things have just been shit.

I get to school and already there's fucking idiotic prom and limo drama. I don't even know the full story still. Alls I know is some people want a hotel and the others want a house and for some reason we still don't have a god damn limo. I know Jess wanted to stay a night in the house but she won't pay for a night in the house. I got a lot of shit I need to pay for so I personally won't pay for her to fucking stay there.

So Mest is on friday. That'll be the highlight of my life.

Tonight the OC is on. Hopefully that'll cheer the day up a bit.

So yeah. That's about it. Life as of right now basically sucks major ass.

Fuck Valentines Day

2004-02-15T01:10:10Z

Yeah. So how about this is a miserable holiday made up by the card companies so they can make an extra buck off people's relationships.

Well. Friday was the dreaded Friday the 13th and all of CHS found out some horrible news. A junior at the school, Jeff Burd, passed away Febuary 12th of bacterial meningitis. My mom got a little bit nervous so now I'm on exposure medications.

Friday afterschool Janae came and picked me up and we went to Chili's because I just needed to get away from people. I wanted to get away from CHS and the news cameras and helicopters. How fucking dare the god damn media show up in the middle of school hours during these times. Fuck them. We went to Wal Mart so I could redye my hair and such. She took me driving, I did good.

Friday night I went out with Kim to Barnes and Noble. Then we went to tunes and I picked up the MxPx CD (Mike = hot). It's pretty good. Hah. After we got out of tunes I called Barry and he was like "..are you drunk?" It was funny. So then we went driving in some abandoned parking lot. Then we met Jess up at the movies and saw 50 First Dates. It was cute.

Today I finally got my permit. Yay.

Tomorrow I have work at like 9:30am. Wahoo.

Janae's supposed to come over tonight but I don't know for sure yet. I texted Kim to see if she wanted to join us, but she never texted me back and she's at work now so..yeah.

That's all. Peace.

People should die.

2004-02-10T23:32:22Z

Ok. Maybe I'll start this one on a good note.

Simple Plan / Sugarcult / MxPx / Don't Look Down last night = awesome. It was good to see my boys again. :)

All the bands were really good. I left the pit during the MxPx show because I wanted to wander around. I met Airin from Sugarcult, he was really cool. I had a shirt on that said "Take a Photo It'll Last Longer", so he took out his digital camera and took a picture of my shirt. It was cute.

After the show me and Kim wanted to find out which GC members were there because Pierre had said something about that.

Turns out Chris was the only one there, which was really cool because I <3 Chris.

Anyway, it was fun. I don't feel like going into details.

Oh yeah. My mom's boss can fuck off as well. Apparently, she's not allowed to have us call her once at work now or she gets in trouble. Yet her co-worker, who does the same thing she does, can talk to her boyfriend on the phone, can check her personal e-mail and surf the web and not get bitched at. You know what..fuck her too. God damn lucky I don't know how to get over there or I swear some shit would go down. Fuck you Joe Betcher and Mary Ellen. Fuck you.

Topher Grace got mad hot?

2004-02-01T17:25:52Z

Well lets see how exciting my weekend was..or wasn't.

Friday night I worked until 10:30. Not fun at all. But I did find my prom dress on friday. It's blue and pretty :)

Saturday I didn't have work, which is a rare occassion. Kim called me at like 10am, while I was sleeping, to inform me that Good Charlotte was playing "a handful" of dates on the warped tour. That is quite exciting. I hope they play the show on my birthday because if so, me and Janae are already all over it.

Saturday night me, Kim, Brian, Lins, and Amy saw "Win a Date With Tad Hamilton", good movie. I can't wait 'til it comes out on DVD. Topher Grace is so adorable in that movie. :)

Today I have work from 4:30-9:30, so much for the Super Bowl. I'd rather not see it anyway. I don't want to see our national anthem butchered by Beyonce. I'm sure work won't be too busy anyway because mad amounts of people will be watching the Super Bowl.

Haha. Jimmy Fallon is on TRL. :)

Blah.

2004-01-27T17:14:16Z

So yesterday (monday) we had no school because of that snow storm thing. I slept over Kim's house sunday night because we had a store meeting at work and such.

7 am, Kim's dog is jumping on my fucking face and her mom is making Kim get up to find her key because her mom dropped it in the snow and can't find it. I was like.. "Kim is the wrong person to wake up that early". The girl likes her sleep. I found the key :)

We went up to tunes and I got:
-- Gavin DeGraw "Chariot"
-- The Starting Line "The Make Yourself at Home EP"
-- Goldfinger "Goldfinger"

I had work at 4:30, and I was closing. It was probably the most boring work day I've ever had. It was so dead. It was fun though because me, Drew, Mike, and Barry were joking around the whole time.

Today we had school, I kind of knew that would work out that way though. I got my exam grades back today. Here's what I got:
Math Skills: B
Algebra 2: D (Fuck you Ms. Cohen, fuck you.)
Drama: C
Italian 1/2: C
Modern US Wars: B
Gym: B
World Cultures: C

And my 2nd marking period grades:
Math Skills: B
Algebra 2: C
Drama: D
Italian 1/2: F
Modern US Wars: B
Gym: D
World Cultures: B (I think?)

And my 1st semester grades:
Math Skills: B
Algebra 2: C
Drama: D
Italian 1/2: D
Modern US Wars: C
Gym: D
World Cultures: I don't remember.

Not too bad overall. I could do better, that I know.

Question of the day: Why is life so confusing? :/

Why..

2004-01-25T23:42:46Z

Why is it going to snow? I mean, why?

The bright side of snow is I could potentially have a day off. However, if there's a snow day tomorrow, graduation gets pushed back to a monday.

Work, yet again, was rediculously busy. Don't people have homes? I mean damn.

I hate flirty guys. They confuse me. They confuse me a lot. I read too far into these kinds of things. Oh, and nobody ask me about this, you'll never find out. :)

I'm off to sleep, then to a work meeting. Wahoo.

Side Note: Gavin DeGraw is good. Listen to him.

I stole this from Kim, who stole this from another person, who stole it from...

2004-01-25T00:53:32Z

1) using bands names, spell out your name

J ustin Timberlake
E minem
N new Found Glory
N ickelback
I ncubus
F inch (I'd rather die before I put fallout boy.)
E arly November
R ed Hot Chili Peppers

2) have you ever had a song written about you? no.
3) what song makes you cry? well lets see, I cried when GC did "Emotionless" and now I seem to cry during "Hold On". God damn you GC, making me cry all the fucking time..
4) what song makes you happy? lets see, "99 red balloons" -- goldfinger; "donut dan" -- goldfinger; that gator boots song, and "what's the dillio" by mest only because when i think of dillio i think of benj singing it and that's funny.
5) what do you like to listen to before bed? depends.

a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5'6''
hair color: brown i guess.
skin color: ...i think i'm white...
eye color: blue
piercings: 5
tattoos: none..yet.

r i g h t n o w
what color are the pants that you are wearing? dark blue jeans
what song are you listening to right now? none.
what taste is in your mouth? broccoli
what's the weather like now? it's a fucking tundra in NJ.
how are you? meh, i could be better, i just got some exciting news though.
get motion sickness? nope.
have a bad habit? my hatred for the world.
like to drive? i can't.

f a v o r i t e s
tv show: the oc. oliver is hot. word.
conditioner: tresseme.
book: i'm reading lotr now thanks.
non alcoholic drink: fiji water.
alcoholic drink: um..i'll pretty much drink anything.
thing to do on the weekend: all i do is go to concerts or hang out with kim, janae or nikki.

h a v e y o u
broken the law: yeah
ran away from home: no.
snuck out of the house: aparently when i went to see linkin park i did.
ever gone skinny dipping: no
ever tipped over a porta potty: no but i saw it on jackass and it was funny.
used your parents' credit card before: no. i'm not like some fatty bitches who can't get their white trash asses off their couch and get a job.
skipped school before: yes. it was for the cause. (janae and kim. what what.) i'd do it again for the same damn reason too.
fell asleep in shower/bath: hahaha no. that'd be funny as shit though.
been in a school play: nah.

l o v e
boyfriend: joel. ::wishes::
sexuality: straight
children: me and joel have 8 kids.
current crush: meh. don't know.
been in love: no.
had a hard time getting over someone: nerp.
been hurt: by a guy? other than my asshole of a father no.
your greatest regret: nothing, yet.
gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: not that i know of.

r a n d o m
do you have a job: yes
your cd player has in it right now: "hang ups" -- goldfinger.
if you were a crayon what color would you be: bright ass burn your retinas because it's so damn bright yellow.
what makes you happy: concerts, my few friends, mest, gc, goldfinger, all the bands i like.
what makes you happiest: shows.
what's the next cd your gonna get: uhh..the 1 goldfinger cd i don't have, "mo money mo 40z" - mest

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: um..january 14th i think.
you got a real letter: today. from cabrini. what what.
you got e-mail: like .5 seconds ago.
thing you purchased: food at whole foods.
moive you saw in the theater: 'Along Came Polly'

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: no. there are exceptions though, like if the mother was raped, or if it was incestual.
teenage smoking: it happens.
spice girls: never again, okay?
dreams: not so sure.

Hell yeah motha truckaz.

2004-01-24T23:35:00Z

So I worked today from 11:30am to 5:30pm. 6 hours, not bad.

My mom had an eye doctors appointment at 9am, and she found out that there's "fraying" of her optic nerve. I don't know what that means, but I don't think it means she has insanely good vision.

So now for the most exciting news. I come back from work and my mom got the mail. I was thinking to myself "I wonder when I'm going to hear back from Cabrini." I checked the mail and there was a letter from Cabrini's admissions office. I got so scared because it was really thin, and you know, usually the envolopes are thicker when it has good news. So I read it, and I got accepted. Me accepted to college? I'm so fucking excited. My mom was so happy. I called my brother because I was so happy, he was the first person I thought to call.

So yeah. That's basically it.

I stole these.

2004-01-22T18:09:05Z

I was reading some journals and I found these. So go wild.

1. Taking Back Sunday vs. Brand New
Taking Back Sunday.

2. Anatomy of a Ghost vs. Coheed and Cambria
Coheed and Cambria.

3. The Used vs. Thrice
The Used.

4. Thursday vs. My Chemical Romance
Thursday.

5. The Movielife vs. Fairweather
The Movielife.

6. Fall Out Boy vs. The Starting Line
The Starting Line.

7. Atreyu vs. Shai Hulud
None.

8. The Mars Volta vs. Sparta
None.

9. Count The Stars vs. The Ataris
The Ataris.

10. Spitalfield vs. The Rocket Summer
Spitalfield.

11. Saves The Day vs. Mae
Saves The Day.

12. Something Corporate vs. Straylight Run
Something Corporate. Though I have heard that Straylight is good.

13. Chris Carrabba vs. Conor Oberst
Chris Carrabba.

14. CT BATTLE: Doozer vs. Grover Dill
None.

15. Hidden In Plain View vs. The Early November
The Early November.

16. Saosin vs. Alexisonfire
None.

17. Alkaline Trio vs. Vendetta Red
Vendetta Red.

18. Glassjaw vs. From Autumn to Ashes
Glassjaw.

19. The Anniversary vs. The Reunion Show
None.

20. Yellowcard vs. Silverstein
Yellowcard.

21. Greyfield vs. Trouble Is?
None.

22. Punchline vs. Unsung Zeros
None.

23. Senses Fail vs. Finch
Finch.

24. Autopilot Off vs. Gob
Gob.

25. Homegrown vs. Allister
Homegrown.

26. Less Than Jake vs. Catch 22
Less Than Jake.

27. Anti-Flag or Against All Authority
Anti-Flag.

28. Story of the Year vs. The Used
The Used. Though I still love me some Story of the Year. That's an unfair question.

29. The Goodwill vs. Over It
None.

30. Green Day or Blink 182
Blink.

31. Bright Eyes vs. Longwave
None.

32. Mest vs. New Found Glory
Mest. (Febuary 27th and March 5th mother truckers.)

33. Midtown vs. Fenix Tx
Midtown.

34. MxPx vs. No Use For a Name
MxPx.

35. Riddlin Kids vs. Get Up Kids
Riddlin Kids.

36. MAINSTREAM BATTLE: Good Charlotte vs. Simple Plan
Good Charlotte. Hands down, GC.

37. Rufio vs. Rx Bandits
Rufio.

38. Motion City Soundtrack or Racing Daylight
None.

39. Lifetime vs. Hot Hot Heat
Hot Hot Heat.

40. AFI vs. H2O
H2O.

SONG BATTLE

41. "Blue and Yellow"( The Used) or "Letters to You"(Finch)
"Blue and Yellow"

42. "Ghost Man on Third"(Taking Back Sunday) or "As Your Ghost Takes Flight"(Saves The Day)
"Ghost Man On Third"

43. "Hold On"(Good Charlotte) "Adam's Song" (blink 182)
"Hold On"

44. "Hands Down" (Dashboard Confessional) or "Ender" (Finch)
"Hands Down"

45. "Oh Goddamnit" (Hot Hot Heat) or "Chick Magnet"( MxPx)
"Chick Magnet"

46. "Everything Evil"( coheed and cambria) "Deadbolt"( thrice)
Not sure.

47. "Soundtrack to the Ride"( fairweather)or "The Soundtrack for Our Movie" (mae)
Neither.

48. "Piano"( glassjaw) or "Cherry Kiss"( from autumn to ashes)
Not sure.

49. "All About Her"( new found glory) or "Fucked Up Kid"( mest)
"Fucked Up Kid"

50. our lady of sorrow( my chemical romance) or razorblades and cupcakes(story of the year)
"razorblades and cupcakes"

Alrighty.

So how about on tuesday Story of the Year, Hoobastank, P.O.D, and Linkin Park were all in town. Now naturally, I wanted to go; not only because it was Linkin Park but also SOTY. I went with Janae, and we didn't even have tickets. That is why all scalpers are now my best friends; not only because they gave us tickets for cheap, but they gave us pit tickets for cheap. I nearly died when I got in there and was like "Holy fuck. In like 10 minutes I'll be seeing Linkin Park." I love Linkin Park, and I have for like 3 or 4 years. Seeing them for the first time was amazing. They're amazing.

That's it.